Jason F. Smith didn’t arrive here clean, polished, or enlightened.
He arrived here the way real men arrive at anything worth a damn —
through fire.

He raised three kids while burying a wife.
He survived betrayal from the two places a man should be safest —
his father and his own son.
He walked a daughter through the aftermath of an online predator.
He rebuilt himself after addiction, heartbreak, and the quiet internal collapse
that no one sees but every man knows.

None of this made him special.
But it did make him awake.

While most people try to escape their pain, Jason did something different:
he treated his life like a dojo.
Every wound, every failure, every shameful midnight moment became
material for transformation — raw fuel for masculine presence,
relational polarity, spiritual depth, and embodied purpose.

He didn’t study this work.
He lived it.

He didn’t become a teacher.
He became a practitioner — a man who learned the grammar of the soul
by fucking up, falling apart, getting back up, and refusing to stay small.

Jason’s world is a weave of warrior grit, mystical insight, neurotic humor,
and a relentless devotion to what is real.

He grew up on basketball courts, Tolkien fantasy, Dungeons & Dragons,
and the sacred brotherhood of men who learn to walk through life with
courage and a sense of myth.
He built things with his hands, coded things with his mind,
and rebuilt his heart in ways most men never dare.

He studied under mentors like David Deida and Garrett J. White,
absorbing the fierce, uncompromising edges of masculine presence
while also learning the softness that keeps a man human.

Over time, his life took shape:
polarity, purpose, partnership, performance —
not as theories, but as survival skills.

The Sacred Rebel OS was born here:
on the anvil of lived experience,
in the dust and blood of becoming a new kind of man.

Where Masculine Presence Meets Human Truth**

Jason is not selling enlightenment.
He is opening doorways.

For men waking up after years of numbness.
For women reclaiming intuition, radiance, and power.
For couples hungry for intimacy, polarity, and raw honesty.
For anyone standing at the threshold of their next incarnation.

His work includes:

Shades of Intimacy — the dojo of polarity, erotic truth, and partnership

Modern Day Warrior — men’s initiation without the cosplay

Heber Meditation Retreat — embodied practice, nervous system reset,
presence training, and the shift from knowing to being

Whisper — deep-end immersive experiences for those called further

The Sacred Rebel Books — your life distilled into a framework for living awake
 

Jason is not a guru.
He’s not here to impress you, fix you, or pretend he has no shadows.

He’s a mirror —
and if your life is whispering to you, pulling at you,
or calling you forward,
he’s one of the few guides who has actually walked through
the kind of hell that forges a real teacher.

Today Jason lives in Heber City, Utah
with his wife Jennie — the love, the fire, the counterbalance —
and a life rebuilt with intention, grit, devotion, and a sacred sense of humor.

He still plays D&D.
He still listens to Rush.
He still swears too much.
He still loves hard.
He still believes people can change —
because he did.

He’s not here to be perfect.
He’s here to be true.

If something in this work is tugging at your chest,
if a doorway is opening,
if your body is whispering the faintest yes…
you’ll know where to find him.